Arron and Edward, in my heart, forever.

what will my future be like?

Dec. 16th, 2009

Dec. 15th, 2009

好想你　Baby　請放手追尋　好想你　Baby　愛無懈可擊

love in my world slowly became obsession. <3

Dec. 10th, 2009

第二次爱上你

ily, imy

the arms of his are not called fats, they're called muscles. <3

Dec. 7th, 2009

Dec. 6th, 2009

wohoo! it's a Fry-day!

Dec. 2nd, 2009

Nov. 30th, 2009

Nov. 30th, 2009

Nov. 29th, 2009

Nov. 28th, 2009

Nov. 25th, 2009

Love is one big illusion, i should try to forget but there is something left in my head

what will my future be like?

有人说要拼命加入热门人生才幸福

Dec. 16th, 2009

Dec. 15th, 2009

好想你　Baby　請放手追尋　好想你　Baby　愛無懈可擊

love in my world slowly became obsession. <3

Dec. 10th, 2009

第二次爱上你

ily, imy

the arms of his are not called fats, they're called muscles. <3

Dec. 7th, 2009

Dec. 6th, 2009

wohoo! it's a Fry-day!

Dec. 2nd, 2009

Nov. 30th, 2009

Nov. 30th, 2009

Nov. 29th, 2009

Nov. 28th, 2009

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Apr. 15th, 2019 at 5:27 PM

AnGeL - Fahrenheit's & Kun Da's major fan.
August 09, 1993

"這一片天空心情像云朵左右漂流
感情無法并肩走總要有人先停留
有些話沒說溫柔只屬于背后
如果輕輕松開這雙手能握緊更多" - Kunda

hmm, mom signed me up for some three day course thing starting tomorrow. hmm, dk if it will be boring or not. hahas hope not. sighsigh. hope i'd be able to go malaysia soonsoonsoon. gawd i seem to be a little home-sick. well, cousins' place can be counted second home right? just that if one day i run away from home i cant go there! a little far if i go by walking, a little ex if i go by cab. okay so. yeah. i miss my cousins' place alot, till at night, when i look out the window, it smells like it. till when it's a cloudy day i look out, the wind, the feel, the smell. sighsigh. hope school dont re-open soon. it feels like the school holidays only just started. and than it's ending already, than i'll have to re-arrange my waking up early and sleeping earlier time. sighsigh. anyways, i'm looking forward to Jan the 8th too. Fahrenheit coming! To do what? To sign their concert DVD. yeah although i went, but what makes me so sure that the concert is in SG one leh? right? okay so, yeah. guess that's all for today. if aunt brings her laptop, and lets me use, i might blog soon. or, it'd be on Sunday (:

这世界上根本没有永远的朋友。
离开了，应该会很寂寞吧。
也应该会很痛苦吧。
ciao for now, aimigos.

阿弟：
向西交通阻塞
我决定下车自己走
慢点还是会到的
向东又淋雨了
云散了人还湿透著
彩虹却浮现了
会累但很想冲
我好奇不停破关后
未来究竟多不同
会痛还能忍受
太倔强是好是坏呢
答案随时变动
EG：
有人说要拼命加入热门人生才幸福
其实能找到爱的另类人生才被羡慕
为最爱的事物拿真心去付出
那快乐会胜过获得最贵的礼物
有人说赢得热门人生才满足
其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷
为自己而投入不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了去未来有很多路
（是做梦？是太傻？已分不清楚）
阿弟：
会累但很想冲
我好奇不停破关后
未来究竟多不同
（你是不是跟我一样
在这星球上
渴望看见不会说谎的眼神）
会痛还能忍受
太倔强是好是坏呢
答案随时变动
EG：
有人说要拼命加入热门人生才幸福
（有时候人长大了勇气却变小了）
其实能找到爱的另类人生才被羡慕
为最爱的事物拿真心去付出
那快乐会胜过获得最贵的礼物
有人说赢得热门人生才满足
其实有更多美景在最少人去的山谷
为自己而投入不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了去未来有很多路
（安静的天空我好清楚听见自己的声音
世界没有极限只有画地自限）
为自己而投入不为了比胜负
我微笑学会了去未来有很多路
坤达：你还在做梦吗？
阿弟：我微笑学会了

5:07 PM

yeah, it's crashing to know Fahrenheit's here and i cant see them );
sighsigh. yeah, i'm like. OH.MY.GAWD. i wont be there. and totally, i can hear glass breaking, no wait, it's myheart breaking! );
so yesterday, i was listening to Y.E.S 933 at 9.00pm cos FRH's there. quite funny. but Arron wasnt )): cos he aint feeling well );
Giddy spells. ): they gonna e at ST. James Power Station tonight,
maybe i should do something so that i wont know that it's 8:00pm and that they're there and i'm not.

okay maybe enough about Fahrenheit already. hmm, today, went to PS
with mom and alicia. Jay Chou is going there next tuesday ((:
but i'm not sure if i should go, nt really a big fan of his. hahas okay.
hmm, went to daiso. brought afew things. gonna paste photos on my wall tonight.
when i cant fall asleep early, that is. ((:

5:05 PM

FAHRENHEIT'S IN SG NOW!!!
WOHOO!! and, AND. THEY'LL BE LIVE ON Y.E.S 933 TONIGHT AT ABOUT 9:00PM.

And jeah, i am upset i cant make it tomorrow night to ST. James power station.
cos Fahrenheit will be there tomorrow night. that place is gonna be BOOM-ing.
wells maybe better than Energy here, maybe if they're here, i'd be more upset.
cos i never seen them even ONCE before. i'd probably cry! cos it's bad enough
that i know that they're here and i cant make it ));

anyways, today, i totally pissed the piano teacher off. hahas. okay. why? cos
i didnt really learn what she told me to. sighsigh. anyways, today was the last
lesson for the rest of the year!! wohoo!!

Dec. 13th, 2009 at 4:59 PM

home the whole day today, as usual. watched Love Contract, this and that. was looking for Energy in all the mags i have, you kow, like Teens and Teenage. and yeah, i found two that have HAHA. ^^ hmm, so like yeah, i tore them out and put two pages into a file, cos got you know, two-side one, like you know, on the same page? okay nevermind. okay so the one that doesnt have double side one, i put it up on the wall. so you know like when i wake up, the first one i see is them. haha ((:

okay so, i gotta save up money. somehow. although like yeah, currently, i'm broke. sigh. anyways, on the last week of DEC, i've got no piano HAHA! asked my mom if we'd be going Malaysia, she said see how first. sighsigh. hopefully we'd go. stay over at my cousins' place. idk leh, even if we never go out, stay at home i totally okay worhs. and and, my cousin has got ENERGY de album! haha! maybe can see. but but, i not that close to him worh. although like last time holiday got go his place stay, can whole time dont talk one eh. but oh wells, we'll see how first. HAHA. wohoo!

have you found yourself lost in your own world before? but than again, your own world is where you find comfort, love, happiness, and peace. Like in Heaven. But than when you step out of that place, you feel something else, an unfamiliarity of the atmosphere around you. But it's a place where you've been in for your whole life. and than, somehow, a shot of pain. like shi lian de feeling. Maybe once in awhile, i fall down deep into my own world, and occasionally, i come out, take a visit on the outside world, and than go back into my world. maybe the only reason i stay in my own world is because i get what i want. maybe the only reason i dont stay in the outside world is because there's people that somehow seem nice, but than their not. probably, i guess, in my mind, there's two right now. maybe the only reason i listen to the songs is because they remind me of someone. maybe because they make me feel like crying. they all say after you cry, you'll feel alot better. but i can never cry myself to sleep. although there are many times i tried. but than i'll stop crying, and try and go to sleep. sometimes i wake up the next morning, feeling a little better, sometimes it's like i got drunk the night before, and than i feel the pain again. sometimes i wish i could drown my own sorrows, maybe take a walk outside myself, but somehow, i never go out myself. i dont know.

i'll loose myself in where i find myself.
"dribbling is like having a girlfriend,
when your dribbling isnt good,
your girlfriend will only run away with another guy."
- Wang Jing aka Kun Da

Dec. 12th, 2009 at 3:12 PM

好想你　Baby　守護著愛情　好想你　Baby　故事在繼續
Definitely, that song reminds me of him. and no, it's not exactly a good thing.
i wanna let him go, changes sometimes may be bad when your facing it,
but as time passes, it's sometimes kinda okay. although sometimes when i look back,
i do miss him. but, it's all in the past right? and, yeah, maybe he's not worth it.
but than again, sometimes, i kinda really miss him. listening to sad songs make me
cry easily these days, yeah like it's kinda weird like, wth's wrong with me man.
so, i'm gonna make my room into a place, like my world. if i cant get my world,
i'll just have to a place like it. a place where i know it's safe, safe from everything around,
safe from reality. a place where my dreams come true. a place where i belong.
and of course, i should put up all the posters i've got. so than, it'll really look like my world.
but than, there's something missing. ENERGY's posters and albums.

okay, i think i lost my EZ-LINK card. yeah. i cant seem to find it anywhere.
and yeah, i'm really starting to hate theory. pfft. i hope the exam comes soon and i'll pass.
and obviously, i gotta start studying. cos if i dont pass, i'll have to re-take it right?
so yeah, maybe tonight. pratical i guess it's still alright. just theory. oh gawd,
i hate it alot man. take me away, bring me to heaven.

of course, if i had a choice, i wouldnt want anyhing to do with her.
who would?

5:36 PM

专辑：最后的乐园
发行时间：2005年6月3日

作詞：Energy　作曲：林俊傑　編曲：屠穎

哼著這些旋律　請多愛我一天　有你和我的淚水　穿越光年

而我就只要　和你永遠　不說再見

聽我在耳邊說出來的溫柔　一直到最後

好想你　Baby　請放手追尋　好想你　Baby　愛無懈可擊

我相信　思念堅定　在某年某月某一天有瘋狂的記憶

好想你　Baby　守護著愛情　好想你　Baby　故事在繼續

在這裡　我只想說　這是唯一給你　的歌曲

Oh yes　我聽見天使歌唱(that's a title of one of they're songs)　劃過愛情半徑

只有我在這裡　第二次愛上了你(there's a title another one of they're songs)

我是書偉，我們家的床好舒服喔

Hey!　我是牛奶，多喝牛奶有益身體健康喔

我是坤達(<<---the one i love)，我真的愛打籃球

我是阿弟，我超愛唱歌啦

啦～啦～想不起你最後的畫面

唱到這裡　還有結局　我們一起譜出下一曲

AnGeL's got news!!!!! FRH is coming next wed.

the 26th one is cancelled )): cos they're too busy.

how to win the tix? listen to y.e.s. 933 to win.

from like 11am - 4:30pm (or 5:00) somewhere near the ending they

will ask a question and if your the first one that msged it,

i think you'll win the tix.

ohohoh, and.... AnGeL has officially converted

into a Taylor Lautner FAN!!!! wohoo!!

Dec. 9th, 2009 at 6:25 PM

是作梦吧

我不知不觉回到熟悉的地方

是想念

才会让我必上眼睛就看到你在那里啊

你的声音在好远好远的地方

我说不出话

是怎黱了

感觉不见了

怎黱了

你怎黱消失了

找留不到你

脑海里只下半首歌的旋律

do you understand...

时间呀你听见我了吗

滴答声中我又想起你

回亿阿醒了吗

我只想问一个问题你好吗

爱的记亿会像铁盒一样生锈吗

就算思念旧的可以

也别丢掉他

想念啊你听见我了吗

可能吗第二次让我爱上你

飞走的往事呀

请你转个弯

我爱你的时光你没忘了吧

我再也不会让你哭了呀

你听见吗

(i love you)

可能吧是我的眼泪吗

这是第几次又想起你

明天呢再说吧

爱情加上一个也许

也不怕

你爱不爱我

是未知数

剪下你给我的回忆

走我走的路

Dec. 9th, 2009 at 5:36 PM

Today, i listened to the radio, hoping they'd play one of Energy's songs,
and after over two hours of waiting, they did! <3
anyways, i'm gonna buy all they're albums! haha! but of course,
that's when i have money. i cant get it now since i dont. ):
and i have no idea if anywhere still got sell. and they're lastest one was two years ago.
i was searching them in the teens or teenage mags that i have yesterday and finally did((:

Dec. 8th, 2009 at 3:16 PM

Fahrenheit is coming to SG on DEC26th!!!!

to sign their concert dvd. while, that depends if i got buy the dvd than i'll go.
sighsigh. but i'm broke now )):

Energy - 答應我
the guy i like is the first one that sing ((: <3
AnGeL heartheartx Xie Kun Da

the day i realized he looked kinda familiar when i was watching K.O.3anguo,
i realized he appeared in Hot Shot too. <3
and than after that, 5 days ago, i became his fan.
but than i was maybe too late, i heard Energy disbanded.
wish there was somewhere that still sell their album,
Xie Kun Da<3

4:45 PM

stayed home today. piano lesson tomorrow, from 10-12:30pm. sighsigh.
not looking forward to it. once again.
hmm, trying to find out who's the guy that act as Lu Bu in K.O.3anguo.
the only thing i know about him? is that he's from Energy.
maybe i should go listen to some of their songs. hahas.
anyways. i think he's hot.
**half an hour later**
i found out his name. 謝坤達(谢坤达) / Xie Kun Da
sadly, there's very little info about him on wikipedia. )):

cant believe he's twenty-seven! okay let's see,
he's older than me... oh.my.god. eleven years eh!
but, i still think he's hot. as long as he's not married.

7:06 PM

tried beer last night. it's was okay bahs i guess. a little bitter after taste ((:
ohoh, and, Angel saw Jacky Wu and Xiao Zhong ((:

Dec. 4th, 2009 at 11:46 AM

yesterday, i was watching Bridgett's Sexiest Beach with mom and Alicia
and they came over this mansion that has 8 rooms and 10 bathrooms.
it's like really huge! it has a pool outside that faces the beach, the master bedroom is really huge. the mansion has an elevator too! hahaha so nice <3
and i dreamt about a guy last night.
a guy i've seen before. a guy i've seen before, on tv.
watching perfect proposal now, and it's probably one of the best ep(s) i've ever seen.
is it gonna be a nice weekend ?

4:40 PM

been watching momo love the whole day today. cathing up on the last 3 episodes, but up till now, not yet. sighsigh. tomorrow got piano again. from 11am - 1pm i might actually need to stay longer. stay there so long just to do theory. sigh. i dont want luh. say what holiday want me do more. go there so far.. after grade 5 i dont want learn le luh.

4:06 PM

last night, dad said we're gonna have dinner with childhood friend(s) tonight.
dad knows childhood friends' since i was born (i think), all i know is that,
i probably known their kid since i was a baby. been to australia(twice) and hong kong(I think)
with them. but i dont know if we'll talk anot, since it seems like awhile since we last met,
and it'd probably take some time to warm up? something like that.
anyways, i found out a few months ago, that my childhood friend is actually related to kim-
shock~! but it's rather long distanced relative. doing theory homework now,
got alot leave blank cos dunno how to do, sighsigh, tomorrrow got piano lesson,
gotta go practice later. pfft.

3:55 PM

Month one.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just...

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

credit- not mine to claim

8:13 PM

cousins just left, the oldest one cried. hahas. she didnt wanted to leave now,
wanted to leave at nine, she asked her dad, but her dad said no.
so yah, as usual, it's like the noise suddenly stopped. so it's rather weird.
hard to change from like kinda noisy to quiet. sigh. i'm not looking forward to piano.
since when have i been? piano teacher messaged about two days ago saying
i cant go at 11:30 (or) 11:00 anymore. hahas forgot what time.
cos she got a seminor to attend. sighsigh.
still have three pages of theory homework to do, not cool. i hate theory.
so difficult. i'll have to get it done tomorrow.

5:32 PM

hmm, yesterday morning went to Malaysia. and it took me, alicia and mom 2 hours
jst to get there. yeah, it jamed like mad. Mad I tell you! MAD!!!
when we got there, we ate breakfast, yah didnt eat breakfast before i leave the house,
so when we reached there, ate breakfast, went to Jusco, the one at Tebrau City (the one near my cousins' place (; ),
anyways after that went to Danga City Mall, there was some book fair there wehile my three little cousins went to make clay. and for the first time, it's cold.
yeah, i mean i love cold, but that cold was not nice. not cool.
anyways, i brought a book. night world no. 1 <3 hahas.
okay so we came back last night, we had dinner before we came back.
at a place we went before, when i was alot younger.
okay we reached home at about 10 plus, watched "Great Cruises" (Imy, cruise)
and i went to sleep. than this morning, like nothing much bahs.
accompanied alicia to her first tennis lesson.

5:33 PM

i cant wait for new mooon to be out! <3
it's coming out next week (: today's like any other day, except that it's..
dee ho-li-days! <3 wish it can stay like this man.
anyways, today.. stayed home, watched K.O.3anguo.
yesterday... had piano. sighsigh. next tuesday piano from 11:30 till 3:00 eh!
got time for lunch luh. from one to two. so long. stupid intesnsive theory lesson.
crazy. gotta go for theory exam next march. when i go take it i hope i'll pass man,
i wouldn't wanna retake it. i totally dont like theory loh. so i have to pass.
i probably dont wanna learn piano after i take the exam man.
i'm not interested in theory. i wanna sort of like you know,
learn myself. although mom says that's not good or anything but yeah.
better than seeing the teacher face right. pfft.

Nov. 22nd, 2009 at 4:01 PM

Friday was ice-skating! and i didnt feel as much as I did the first time I went heh.
but, i woke up yesterday morning, and my whole body was aching XD
got cough yesterday );
went to malaysia yesterday, cousins' graduation ((:
and halfway thru, got headache.
and it got worse by the end of the day.
woke up this morning, and it was even worse.
came home with my cousins, slept for another 2-3 hours.
ate breakfast, had panadol, than went to take a shower.
gotta meet miss yeo tomorrow at tpy at 9:45am.
for the next one week.

December 2009